Wishes

I wish I wasn’t here.
I wish everything could be ok.
I’m only here because a few people
Have parts of my heart.
And I can’t leave until I get it back.
Everything’s wrong and its my fault.
If you really knew me.
You wouldn’t pretend everything’s ok
Because I know its not.
It’s dying all around us.
Why is it happening?
I have an idea.
It’s because of me.
Don’t tell me I’m wrong cause I’m not.
Maybe I'm not the reason the whole worlds crashing.
But I'm the reason mine is.